Upset

want to die. want to cry. i dont know what i want.

my mother act smart go off the lights when i told her not to. and i forgot i had to wake up. i kept waking up in the night but went back to sleep. sucks. my mind unconsciously asking me to wake up and i didn't know i needed to respond.

missed survivor.

wasted 4 hours of thinkquest time.

blah blah blah.

and the pakistan kids have not sent me their part of the content.

i think i must be stressed. because i feel like crying over little things as such.

why can't they just upload something so at least i'll have something to work with???

three weeks and all i get is this.

very upset.

but the stress is enjoyable.

still very upset.

upset because i know it could be so much better.

at least i woke in time for My Love, My Home, like that's any consolation